1. Jeremy
I came to work on time today at 5am. My dress fits. My hair looks okay. Systems are up and running. Nothing seems wrong. Except me.
My heart is just so unsettled today. It's got everything and everything to do with Jeremy's departure, and Emil. It's tough to explain exactly what and why and while i know you might be confused with what i'm blabbering about but i feel a need to rattle on inside my head so that I may be quiet outside. Ironical as that may suggest, but the groaning is loud and it penetrates every hollow inside my brain, ceaselessly repeating the same questions, same lamentation...I mean, what's going on? Why do I worry so much? Why do I care too much?
He will be okay. He has to deal with it when the time comes and the events to follow will fall into place as God wills it to be. He is stronger than you think. What you desire for him isn't what he wants, and what he needs isn't what you can give. Yes, be there to look him in the eye and let him know that you are with him, and that's good enough. He needs time. You need time too.
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