But most of all

You could say I have had a good day. Slept in till 10am, had Shanghai lunch with family, went to gym and pilates, and met Emil for dinner. Actually, it felt just like any other day.

Though there was just a tiny unsettling swirl somewhere.

But I will make no more of it.

"but most of all, when snowflakes fall.. I wish you love."

I know Emil likes that song, I guess I understand why. But as he said to me before, it takes practice. Give me some time. Give me some time.