Better

I'm a happy girl. Again. And very happy.

I love my UB friends so much. They make me so happy. I hope I make them happy too.

and

I'm glad things are ok with M. We chatted on Sat and yesterday night. He seems really determined to come back to Singapore. He stressed that on both days. Whether that happens or not, I'm cool. I guess I've given this whole crazy crush thing much thought and yeah I'm good now. In fact, it feels great to no longer worry whether he's here or there, doing what, or trying to get his attention or striking up a conversation , etc. It's liberating.

All I have to do now is to enjoy our conversations when he initiates them.