Light my way

Bonjour.
For unspoken mysterious compelling reasons, I had to write this morning before I get back to my Structural Equation Modeling. I was feeling undecided last night, and still feeling undecided this morning. In fact, its so bad I've been waking way ahead of my alarm each morning.

So to share, I woke up with a couple of questions this morning:
1. Should I go for tutorial at 11am? - which I have decided now, no. I'll go on Thurs.
2. Is today28th Sep?
3. Why am I so restless?

Full moon tonight.
These are just things that will make you feel melancholic about that special someone. Sometimes.. well, things like the moon, the stars, the quiet night, and the draft that greets you through the window. They make our heart restless.. If only my heart was obedient, I would command it to be quiet. Hush. But it wouldn't listen. Last night, I barely made past 2 pages of statistics. Sucks.

'The mourning has to end!' I told myself. Time is not waiting for me. I do not want to let my friends down. Most of all, I do not want to let myself down too. Yet, something just hasn't fallen into place. It just doesn't feel right. And I don't know why.