Very Sad

I lost the necklace someone gave to me. All I can say .. I'm sad.

I'm used to having it around my neck when I go to work. The chain a present from him, and the pendant a birthday gift from maggie. Both meant a lot to me. This morning when I was looking for it just before stepping out of the house, as always, I panic not to be able to find it in my miniature venetian glass bowl.

The feeling of losing something precious. Again.

Perhaps it's just meant to be.

And perhaps like how I slowly gotten used to not having him around me, I would slowly get used to not having it near my heart..