Monday, May 07, 2007

I can't sleep

I can't get to sleep. I don't know why. 1.30am. And I need to wake at 4.30am for work today.

Just some things bothering me I guess. Thoughts on the conversation I had with Karen this morning at brunch, thoughts about the little chat I had with him, thoughts about why people change so much and I'm still my same old paul even after all these years.

Sometimes there's just these feelings that can be quite overwhelming yet you just can't pin them down, you can't. Secretly, you try to evade the truth that you feel inside your heart because .. because.. i'm not sure why. Maybe because being honest deep down is just so hard, and can be so painful. You think so?

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