Monday, April 26, 2010

Numb is the correct word

because I developed this strange resistance today.

I just feel so cannot-be-bothered-with-any-good-bad-joy-or-shit.
Just dull.

Mr L doing stupid things at work still, outrageously eager to curry favour new boss.
Student cancelling lesson.
Passing my awfully difficult Deutsch test.
Talking to Nan.
Texting John. Feeling sorry for him. It's his birthday.
Now sitting here not sure why I have not gone to take my bath yet.

Just dull.

Then as usual, I will do what I must (have to). Do what's right.

Sure. Bathe. Sleep. Wake. Work.

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