Sunday, July 17, 2005

Don't

Sunday. I haven't been home much lately, because of all that is to be done for UpBeat, work, teaching, etc. It's blissful just to stay home. Vacuum the floor, eat cookies, play a little W.O.W, talk to jm on skype, sleep, chat with emmy on msn.. you know, slow down a little.

Talking about slowing down, I almost hyperventilated on friday at leslie's place. It was scary, but i've learnt to control it (with a plastic bag). How did it happen? I'm not sure. Concoction of anxiousness for Sat's (yesterday) two performances, memorising lots of music, someone and fatigue. I'm afraid to know why.

About this someone, its pretty confusing. But a good connection is hard to miss, isn't it? Can't let him affect me. Guess I'm heading to the gym to run it off later.

Don't dream of the impossible. Don't.

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