Understanding

My back has been hurting since Monday. Bugging me day and night. Sleep and Work. Pretty unbearable at times, yet I have procrastinated going to the doctor, choosing more rest at home than a trip to the clinic.

Today? I gave in. Pain, discomfort and a crazy day at work. So I decided to go see a chinese physician. But hang on, I was feeling really low and exhausted by 5pm (still in office) so I called Khar since he was on happy leave. Ended up having nice italian food with Khar and Les at Unity Street where the waiter was cute. Na, I wasn't the one looking. Heh.

Then Khar say he'll drive me to the clinic, and wait for me. Accupuncture and a couple of strange therapy methods took about half hour. Felt long. And while I was lying there immobile with throbbing needles in my hips, I became worried about Khar becoming insanely bored out there with nothing to do. But i knew he would wait. And he did.

When I came out, I couldn't help smiling seeing him with his files and papers on his lap, busy smsing people. And the list. The list of people whom we want to spread news for the concert.. the list I had suggested to everyone to manage all the mass calling and invitation for themselves. Then cheerfully, he asked how I was and commented that I look rather pale. I mumbled something, and was very quiet all throughout then till he drove me home. I felt really like the quiet self.

And when I walked out of the car, I knew I didn't have to miss him. I'll see him again on Sat morning. There was this sureness that we had an understanding between us.

what have I done to deserve such kindness and love? :)

I wonder.