I met W.D. when I was in London in 2004. It's sort of strange because when I first met W.D., I didn't quite know what to say, or perhaps a lack of impression? He was Seow Chen's old friend from Chinese High and W.D. had gone to London after finishing his O levels. So we met for lunch, a whole bunch of us (shit.. i can't remember everyone though it was just a few of us), but I remembered we had tim sum. And we also went out at night, and got caught in the rain, having problems getting back home, so 4 of us went back to the tiny room in the apartment I was staying and slept in the strangest manner. (The room could only contain 4 of us, nothing else. Yes, it's that freaking small). Some idiot snored a lot, ah, that I recall. LOL.
The next time I went back to London myself, I met up with W.D. for dinner.. yeah I remember and we had jap food.. and totally had a blast talking about economics (cos it was his niche).. then he sent me to the coach terminal before I left London. I still remember how fun it was, and taken aback about how freely we could chat
[i have to break the writing for now cos of work]
[and I'm back after a day]
Ok, the reason why I've crapped so much about W.D. is cos he has been telling me lately about this girl he met at the restaurant opposite his dad's office. I've seen the picture of the girl, she's pretty and apparently very intelligent. Now, W.D. broke up with his longtime gf in Britain when he came back to KL and was rather upset. And now, this very guy is gushing non-stop on MSN about this new gal.. oh i also feel excited for him! Dunno why, but I feel something lol. Crazy huh?!
He said this yesterday on msn (which is the very thing that spurred me to write this entry in the first place) :
WD says:
... I'm madly in love
WD says:
wat can I do
WD says:
passion is not a rigorous affair, it uncontrollable, spontaneous and perhaps close to insanity. The only question is how long it will last
WD says:
and right now i'm suffering a really intense bout of love
WD says:
I keep thinking of when I'm goin to see her next
WD says:
I've never felt anything so intense before too
WD says:
it's opened a whole new meaning of love for me
WD says:
and the best thing is she is feeling the same too
WD says:
i could spend every minute and every hour with her and I won't feel bored - tat wasn't even the case when I was with my ex
WD says:
we just clicked
I don't know why but his words made me feel happy and strange at the same time. Perhaps it's the horrid realisation that I have never felt this way before?! I don't know.. but I wish I had a reason (or person) to feel this way. How nice would it be? Haha.. i guess I"m just dreaming. Yeah. Oh I don't know...
Thing is, there has been this person on my mind lately but I just think it's all crazy. And I really don't want to think about him yet I so desire to talk to him everyday.. and we just click (like how WD put it across) and there's so much to talk about, and oh man, he's a really nice guy, and talented too... but I know its impossible hence I'm exercising this huge restrain on my own heart now. Dunno for what even, shit, but I just don't want my feelings or infatuation or whatever-you-call-it to get out of hand.
Gd luck my friend WD! You're such a nice fellow i think you deserve a nice girl. You're like one of the most honest and natural people I know.
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