7.35am
As usual, I'm already in the office.
Yesterday's performance still bugs me. I don't feel justified. It's annoying, it's frustrating and I'm just horribly pissed. And of course, there is no one to blame but my own self. That's the worst isn't it? There is no one to blame. It sucks. I mean, true the piano wasn't great, it was uneven, but I definitely could have done better. We're talking about A LOT better here.
So not justified.
I'm angry. Sort of. Argh.
Anyway, nobody like whiners. I could do this all day long and nothing will make it feel better. Correct? YEAH I KNOW.
I know my problems are small. In fact, much smaller than those HIV + women in India or H's problems. But still, I don't feel good inside. Go ahead and kick me.
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