On some days like this, I feel quite lost. I just don't feel like doing anything. Work is nothing but a large scale masquerade of conniving wolves in well-ironed shirts and pants. Piano sounds crappy like a violin gone out of tune and control. I'm not sure who to blame. I don't feel like blaming myself. Why should I?
So I watch NCIS. And immerse myself temporarily in a world that's riveting, exciting, with purpose. That's what TV supposed to do right?
I don't feel secure on this earth. That's the root issue I think. You see my point?
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