I just want to be alone

Have you ever had one of those days where you just want to be alone?

This is one such day, for me that is. I abandoned e and friends, left the french restaurant, went to a hawker to eat chicken noodles and took a cab home. In a way, I feel a little bad, but truth is, I feel relieved.

In fact, the feeling is such comparable to giving up an unpromising project, not teaching piano for a month, or ending a relationship. No wait, I know how this feels like. Feels exactly like the days where I used to sit on the arm of the rosewood sofa, and look out of the window for hours.

Where I could get together with my very self. All of it.