I stepped home at almost midnight today to :
1) Receive Zimin's wedding invitation in the mailbox
2) Find yenmei packing -> I had to pack my stuff away from her stuff too ->> house messy
3) Find the breadbin gone from the table, postcard was staring at me
Hence I :
1) Bought ZM and Russ something from their wedding registry because I cannot go to US
2) Helped yenmei to pack
3) Read the postcard
It's now 2am.
On one hand I'm glad the day is over. It's been an bad-ok-ok-tired day. A very long one. Gone with it is the fear with the postcard. I'm glad. And thank God. I am definitely stronger that I thought. Felt strange to read his handwriting again but it made me appreciate the logical half of myself.
On the other hand, tomorrow... I"m putting things in God's hands. He knows.
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